Sadness

Today I felt sad.
I cried a couple times.
I cried actually many times this week.
But it was GOOD.
Weird?

I ReaLIZED that I would much rather feel emotions.
ANGER~SADNESS~TEARS~HAPPINESS~JOY~FEAR.
FEELING EMOTIONS is much MUCH better than constantly trying to be in control.
Crying is not fun, but it is better than stressful anxiety.
Being EXTRA EXTREMELY ANGRY is not fun either, it is hard and makes me not like myself.
But I am a human, and so I have emotions.

Sometimes I feel like this:

But then it turns into a beautiful day. And the sun comes out, and the people you love are there, and the sun comes out inside of you too.

I'm thankful for emotions.